luv4piggy

prop 8

2009-05-26T11:02:00.000-07:00

prop 8.

california gay marriage.

some people should NOT be marry at all.

That's why I don't have a ring on my finger.

It doesn't feel right.

American Idol - Adam Lambert or Kris Allen

2009-05-20T12:55:00.000-07:00

American Idol: Adam Lambert or Kris Allen!
Who do you want to win?
As much I love Adam Lambert, I got to go with Kris Allen.
Kris will win tonight.
I have that feeling.
Not because Adam is gay.
Adam doesn't need to win at all.
Every week, he is a winner.
He always sing his very best.
Few weeks ago, Adam was in the bottom three.
That was impossible.
Adam did not belong in the bottom 3 that week.
On the other hand, Kris need American Idol more than Adam.
Time and time again, Adam proved he can sing about anything.
Whether Adam wins or not, he will be very successful like Clay Aiken!
I'm merely stating my opinoin on SECOND place.
Out of Adam and Kris, Adam does NOT have to win tonight.
Second place will be good enough for Adam, like Clay.
Since the beginning, Adam is my favourite as much as Clay was in the second season.
People must vote on the TALENT, not because someone is gay, straight or their past.
Talent is the main reason we watch American Idol.
In closing, I want Adam Lambert to win.
Why?
He is the best to be the winner out of anyone this season.
And Adam will be the first ever gay American Idol.

cocoa pebbles

2009-05-20T12:33:00.000-07:00

smell of skunk

2009-05-19T11:03:00.000-07:00

I love the smell of skunk.
I kid u not.
The door was closed.
The smell of the skunk was very strong that I smelt it in my apartment.

singing birds 5:33 am

2009-05-19T06:40:00.000-07:00

Birds are singing so early in the morning.

What a great way to wake up.

AT&T $29.90 credit

2009-05-18T11:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i can be a pist ant!
Someone use my phone number for enhanced service billing.
My name was NOT on the account.
AT&T was very quickly.
I'm very proud of them.
Even the second lady was brillant.

AT&T $51.35 phone bill

2009-05-17T13:48:00.000-07:00

I'm fucking pist off!
Enhanced Services Billing is a SCAM!
They are STEALING money from anyone through the phone company.
Please tell everyone!

I just found out that I am getting charge $14.95 for Enhanced Services Billing Inc.
I have never heard of them before.
AND
I didn't ORDER it either.
Enhanced Services Billing Inc. is a SCAM for everyone.
I do not need that stupid voicemaill service.
I am really pist off!

Enhanced Services Billing Inc

800 286-4455

http://www.myiproducts.com/ContactUs/tabid/55/Default.aspx

Here are some complaints about Enhanced Services Billing.

1. AT&T "Enhanced Services Billing" Scam? http://www.fodors.com/community/fodorite-lounge/att-enhanced-services-billing-scam.cfm

2. Wednesday, November 23, 2005

http://sharingthesecretoflife.blogspot.com/2005/11/enhanced-services-billing-inc.html

3. Billed for voicemail services?

http://www.complaintsboard.com/complaints/billed-for-voicemail-services-c197611.html

4. Charges never authorized

http://www.complaintsboard.com/complaints/charges-never-authorized-c163553.html

5. Billed through ATT without authorization

http://www.complaintsboard.com/complaints/billed-through-att-without-authorization-c126318.html

6. Beware odd billing by My Voicemail Network

http://www.tampabay.com/features/consumer/article894854.ece

7. Report: My Voicemail Network And ESBI

http://www.ripoffreport.com/reports/0/354/RipOff0354463.htm

8. Report: My Voicemail Network

http://www.ripoffreport.com/reports/0/362/RipOff0362689.htm

5.0 earthquake

2009-05-17T10:53:00.000-07:00

We had a 5.0 earthquake.

I felt the earthquake during Survivor.

It was downgraded to 4.7.

smiles & waving

2009-05-12T13:08:00.000-07:00

useless phone calls

2009-05-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

I hate this.
No one leaves a message for me.
Leave me a fucking message.
Leave me a fucking message.
Leave me a fucking message.
Leave me a fucking message.
Now, Leave me a fucking message.
I am sick of you.

stuff my body

2009-04-30T13:20:00.000-07:00

stuff my body

Okay, good friend!
Please move my damn body!
You do not have to cremated me.
You can stuff my body for your apartment
Better yet, use a rope around my neck from the ceiling.
You can watch me die in front of your eyes.
Then, stuff my body for your place.
No one else.
Your place.

bank number 0039842775

2009-04-30T11:29:00.000-07:00

bank number 0039842775

Bank Of America
Yes, this is a bank account.
Enjoy of getting MY money from the bank.
Love you!

baby alarm clock

2009-04-27T02:02:00.000-07:00

baby alarm clock

Miguel is my NEW alarm clock!

25,000 tweets milestone

2009-04-26T14:29:00.000-07:00

25,000 tweets milestone.

25,000 tweets milestone is brought to u by tweetdeck.
I used tweetdeck for my 25,000 tweet.
LOL
Tweet Deck
n. a powerful dashboard for Twitter and more.
And this is my 25,000 tweet.
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Congrats me on 25,000 milestone!
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die, phillip, die

2009-04-22T12:09:00.000-07:00

die, phillip, die.

Yes!
Phillip is bleeding to his death!
I love it.
He really deserve to die.
Die, Phillip, die!
I hate u!
Just die now!
There is a God now.
Yes.
Kill him now, God!
Please kill Phillip now.
Please!
I did not like Phillip at all.
Die, man, die!

tv seasons reviews - good times

2009-04-11T23:14:00.000-07:00

tv seasons reviews - good times

Well, what can i say?

Give me Good Times!

Always!

Good Times is another favourite show.

It was on CBS from 1974 to 1979 for six seasons.

James and Florida are married with three kids, JJ, Thelma and Michael.

Willona is Florida's best friend.

They lived in the ghetto part of Chicago.

(Not counting Tuckahoe, New York on Maude.)

I really can relate to this black show.

Our fathers died in a car accident in the 1970's.

Back then, I didn't like the father.

James was mean and hard on the kids.

I realized he was not a bad guy.

He wanted the best for them.

He was looking out for them.

The father died in 1976.

It became a single mother show in the fourth season.

Sadly, Florida got married and left the show at the end of the fourth season..

Huh?

That can't be right.

Florida will NEVER ever leave her kids behind.

She is not that kind of a mother.

She really love her kids.

Willona became the mother figure.

Like What's Happening, it is not the same without the mother.

Florida came back for the sixth and final season.

What went wrong with the Good Times?

Please tell me.

I'm dying to know.

Good Times is at the best with James Evans, the father.

Since his death, the show slowly die each season.

With Florida gone for a season, it was the final nail in the coffin.

They brought Florida to save Good Times in the last season.

Sadly, it was too late.

Buy Or Not To Buy

That is the question!

Yes or no.

Hmm.

I got to say yes for the first four seasons.

Watching The Evans struggled without the father is good enough to buy the fourth season.

Forget season five and sixth.

The last two was not that funny.

All good things must come to a end, just like Good Times.

That suck suck and suck!

tv seasons - what happening!!

2009-04-11T14:26:00.000-07:00

tv seasons - what happening!!

I decided to start a new web series.
It will be about tv seasons of the TV shows.
I will cover What's Happening!!, Saved By The Bell, All In The Family, Good Times, Will & Gace, King Of The Hill, That 70's Show, Taxi, I Love Lucy, and many many others.
There are some shows I may not do.
I have never watch Law & Order or CSI.
Please don't ask me about those shows.
One more thing.
There are some shows I have not watch every season like Survivor.

I hardly watch TV that much any more.
Please bare with me.
Let's start with What's Happening!!
It was on ABC from 1976 to 1979 for three seasons.
The first and second season are funny.
I love the show back in the day.
Sadly, they dropped Mama from the cast in the last season.
It was not the same without her.
Shirley, the waitress, took her place in the Thomas household.
Please! Don't get me started on Snake.
Roger got an apartment with Rerun.
Big Earl and Little Earl are their next door neighbors.
As a kid, I like Little Earl.
He had a crush on Roger's sister, Dee.
Now, I don't like the kid.
He is very annoying to watch.
Sometimes, they should not change a TV show.
It doesn't work.
Out of the three seasons, do not watch the third season.
It is that bad!
I wished I didn't buy the third season!
Buy or not to buy.
That is the question.
Hey! Hey! Hey!
This is what happening.
Buy the first and second season.
Don't bother with the third.
It is a waste of time.

The last season suck suck suck.

Mabel King

2009-04-11T12:10:00.001-07:00

Mabel King, originally uploaded by Hilly_Blue.

Don't nobody bring me no bad news

2009-04-11T12:09:00.001-07:00

Don't nobody bring me no bad news, originally uploaded by Hilly_Blue.

Mabel King

happy birthday, pete

2009-04-10T16:20:00.000-07:00

happy birthday, pete

Oh, crap!

I forgot that today is my friend's birthday.

happy birthday, pete

That was the worst singing ever!

ɔoןp qןoop ɯnɹpǝɹ

2009-04-01T16:51:00.000-07:00

ɔoןp qןoop ɯnɹpǝɹ

ı pɹǝɐɯʇ ʇɥɐʇ ı ʞıןןǝp sʇǝʌǝ ɔɐɹǝʎ ıu ɔoןp qןoop ןɐsʇ uıƃɥʇ˙

ı ƃoʇ ʇo sɥooʇ ɯʎ ɟıɹsʇ ƃnu ou sʇǝʌǝ˙

ıʇ ʍɐs ɐ ƃɹǝɐʇ pɹǝɐɯ˙

frantic about mom

2009-03-30T16:16:00.000-07:00

frantic about mom

My mom?
Praying for my mom?
Dear lord!
What happened to my mom?
I have not seen her in ten long years.
then again, how do u KNOW my mom?
are u hiding my mom from me?
how could u!!!
I thought we are friends!

free bread 213 484 2045

2009-03-29T18:44:00.000-07:00

Hi, guys!
Do you want some bread?
It's free.
I promised.
The bread is so free.
Want this bread?
Hmm, hmm, hmm.
Moldy bread.
Hmm.
See.
This bread is so free.
Yummy!
Come on, man.
This is free bread for you, guys.
Okay.
If you guys want it, call me
Call me at 213 484 2045.
Okay.
Call me for a free loaf of bread.
Yummy! Yummy! Yummy!
213 484 2045
Call me.
Bye. Bye!

friend's father sad news

2009-03-27T22:39:00.000-07:00

friend's father sad news

I have sad news.

my friend's father died this morning.

she is glad her father is gone.

he is not in pain any more.

at least, he is in a better place now.

I don't think I ever met him.

All I can say, he raised great kids.

The parents taught them well.

Please pray for her and the family.

march 26th, 3909

2009-03-26T14:58:00.000-07:00

According to dailybooth, today is March 26th, 3909.

I really felt like Fry on Futurama!

Time to delivery some pizza!

LOL

frogs

2009-03-26T00:49:00.001-07:00

bridgettelang & texasred63

2009-03-24T21:57:00.000-07:00

bridgettelang & texasred63

This is a plead for everyone.

Please stop fighting.

You both need to let it go.

It is getting too damn personal for the both of you.

Right now, you are fighting back and forth.

It's not doing you any good.

You need to stop the fighting AND move on with your lifes.

Can you be man enough to stop?

Peace out.

sweet maricela

2009-03-24T20:42:00.000-07:00

sweet maricela want to pay Miguel's court fees.

then, miguel won't have to come back to Los Angeles.

The court date is next month.

bug orange juice

2009-03-23T22:07:00.000-07:00

clean video

2009-03-23T00:40:00.000-07:00

clean video.

Hi, guys.

I made a very clean video!

Trust me on that.

A very clean video.

Okay!

2009 march 20

2009-03-20T21:37:00.000-07:00

2009 march 20

I called Miguel.
I wanted to wish him a happy birthday.
There was no answer on the phone.
I left a quick message.
Few seconds later, he called me back.
I thought he was not home.
We talked about 20 minutes.
That phone call video may be in two parts.

FLASHBACK

Couple hours later, Miguel called me back.
He claimed I call him again.
Nope, I didn't.
Tony thought it was a new message from me.
Nope, it was the same one.
They forgot to delete the message in the morning.

happy birthday, miguel

2009-03-19T15:10:00.000-07:00

happy birthday, miguel

miguel's birthday is March 20.

happy birthday oink oink to you.
happy birthday oink oink to you.
happy birthday oink oink dear froggy miguel
happy birthday oink oink oink oink oink oink oink oink oink oink to you.

oink. oink.
i love you!

miguel's money

2009-03-18T13:47:00.000-07:00

miguel's money

Miguel called me this morning.
His sister thought the money came from me.
NOPE.
He gave me HIS money to keep for him.
He doesn't have an account.
I'm glad he gave me the money for safekeeping.
He will not drink his money away.
He want some money for Boise, Idaho.
I gave him HIS money back to him.
It is a good thing I put it in a money order.
That was pretty smart.

crying crying

2009-03-17T02:20:00.000-07:00

crying crying.

OMG!
I still can't believe it.
I'm all alone now.
Damn him!
Damn him to hell!
Miguel moved away from LA.
He left me with a broken heart.
I can't bare the pain.
It have been a few days without him.
I have never thought it will be this painful.
I really miss him.
I can't go on without his love.
I have no one in my life any more.
He was my only friend in LA.
I don't have anyone in my life.
I believed that he will always be there for me.
No, he lied.
He doesn't care about me.
How could he left me behind?
I will give up my life for him.
It goes without saying.
I loved him that much.
I will have move away with him.
Sadly, he left me.
I don't want to move on with my life.
He is my world.
I don't have him in my life.
He is gone.
He is fucking gone.
Why?

boise's first phone call

2009-03-16T17:58:00.000-07:00

I started taping before he said goodbye.

A website was using the webcam.

I was in a hurry to stop using the webcam.

I made it on time.

2009-03-16T14:23:00.001-07:00

@scareykatt what's happening?

2009-03-16T13:46:00.001-07:00

here i go again! Damn! Damn! Damn! Damn! Damn! Damn! Damn! Damn! Damn! i have not eat lunch. i missed breakfast. Damn! Damn! Damn! Damn!

last goodbye

2009-03-14T04:35:00.000-07:00

miguel and I kissed.
I walked him out.
I forgot the piggys.
I ran back in and ran back out.
I gave the piggys to her.
I said goodbye.
They are on the way to Las Vegas.

i'm at peace

2009-03-10T00:52:00.000-07:00

for the first time in a long time, i am at peace.

before the rehab, it was miguel and me.

now, his WHOLE family is getting involved.

GREAT!

boise or bust

2009-03-09T21:27:00.000-07:00

Two videos in one.

1) boise or bust

It was a bust!
Miguel didn't went this morning.
They were on the way.
Miguel complained and refused to go.
Tony didn't want to take any chances with Miguel on the road.
Miguel is a handful when he drink too much.
Tony dropped him off at Miguel's sister in Pasadena.
That was so smart of Tony.
I have some good news.
Olga is coming this weekend.
I have great news.
Miguel is still going to Boise with Olga!

2) confused miguel

this morning, miguel was confused.

he didn't know where he was.

he want me to come over to his brother to say GOODBYE.

I already did that on Sunday, March 8.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3CXUK-_BUg

The dear miguel letter IS my goodbye.

Miguel is at his sister's place, not his brother's.

2007 march 8 sunday

2009-03-08T21:12:00.000-07:00

i turned on the computer.
i noticed the time.
9:30 am.
I looked at the clock.
it said 8:30 am.
damn.
we lost an hour.
i didn't know it was spring forward.
two hours later, i called miguel.
i mentioned i can come over now.
he was happy to hear that.
i took bus 2 to Vine.
i put a check in the account.
I waited for the bus.
I got off the bus.
I dailed the code.
maricela let me in.
i sat down on the couch.
she mentioned he was drunk AGAIN!
damn me!
damn me to hell!
i should have give her the money order instead.
no, i am too damn stupid.
she cleaned the apartment.
miguel was acting up.
acting up?
what the hell!!!
it was no act.
it was really him, trapped by the demon.
miguel was being mean to me.
i didn't pay any attention to it.
he asked me why i come over today.
I wanted to see him again, but not like this.
he was angry that i was happy to see him leave.
i won't deny that.
i am HAPPY that he have a new start in Boise.
He really need it badly.
maricela's neighbor stopped by for a little while.
he was still at it.
mean and nasty.
that prompt me to write a dear john letter.
i won't take his abuse any more.
dear john letter IS my goodbye.
the neighbor sense there was something up with miguel.
i didn't say anything to her.
she could figure it out by miguel's actions.
miguel thought i was playing a game.
nope, i wasn't.
i was writing the letter.
the neighbor left.
maricela came over to us.
i showed her the letter.
i mentioned it was straight to the point.
she went back washing the dishes.
i finished the letter.
i wrote a copy for myself.
i want to make a video of the letter.
the dishes was done.
she started to cook.
Melody and Maricela was playing around.
I gave maricela the letter.
she read the PS.
she likes my letter.
melody read the letter too.
i put the letter on the table.
i got my stuff and coat.
miguel asked "where are u going?"
i mentioned i am moving on with my life.
maricela mentioned we can still be friends, despite the drinking problem.
i gave her a hug.
i gave melody a hug too.
she pretended to lock the door.
melody doesn't want me to leave.
i told them this is NOT the end for us.
melody opened the door for me.
the dog went out too.
i went on my way.
i saw the bus coming.
i ran to the bus stop.
the bus stopped for me.
i got on the bus.
thank God the bus came when it did.
I didn't want to wait.
miguel could have come after me.
i got off at santa monica.
i went home on bus 4.
i was home about 3:30 pm.

quick recap

2009-03-08T20:09:00.000-07:00

quick recap.
am I sure about that?
Nope.
A lot have happened this past few days with Miguel.

Miguel lost his bag.
The next day, taxi took him home and his brother paid for the taxi.
Miguel called me.
He wanted me to come over.
I didn't want to, but I went any way.
he remembered he could lost the bag at gold coast.
he called them.
they haven't see the bag around.
miguel demanded to go with him to the club.
I didn't want to.
We left after 5 pm.
he don't have any money for the bus.
we went to Rite Aid.
I brought some M&M's
I got $100 and STUPIDLY gave it to him.
I should have brought the bus pass for him.
We went our separately ways on Western and Wilshire.
I went home.
He went to gold coast.

After midnight, Miguel showed up with no pants on.
He was very drunk.
I searched for the pants outside.
I couldn't find them.
Miguel passed out on my bed.
I slept on the couch.

Friday march 6 was low key.
Nothing much happening.
We watched lots of movies and TV shows.

2007 march 7 saturday

dear miguel

2009-03-08T16:27:00.000-07:00

Miguel,

Without rehab, AA Meetings and a sponsor, it will NEVER end for anyone.
But it will end for me starting today.
I'm cutting all ties with you.
I hoped the best for you.
Have a great life in Boise, Idaho or wherever you may end up.

PS
You made your choice.
Your true love - alcohol.
Alcohol comes first in your life.

2007 march 7 saturday

2009-03-07T21:07:00.000-08:00

I saw maricela's email.
"Where's Miguel?"
I sent her a txt from the web.
Miguel is on the web.
He didn't know he was LIVE on stickam.
I called maricela.
She was spying.
she told me the plan.
the nephews will take him home to Boise.
i told her i will go to the post office.
I got my mail at the post office.
I got off on Vine.
I took the bus to maricela's place.
she was happy to see me.
she couldn't take it any more.
me either.
she have too much going on.
she don't need miguel's problem added to her OWN problems.
watch the spycam on stickam.
don't u love spycam?
LOL
i called miguel.
i lied that i was at mcdonald's for lunch.
miguel believed me.
maricela mentioned that the family is coming over to talk with miguel.
i hung around for a while.
then, i went back home.
i called maricela, "im' home."
she told me that the family is on the way.
i went online and ate a peanut butter sandwitch.
waited and waited.
i told miguel i will make a video outside.
i took the phone with me.
there was no sign of maricela.
i called her.
there was too much static.
it was cold to wait.
i went back inside.
i heard the phone ring.
i quickly answer it.
maricela was here.
he gave me the look.
dear lord.
he know something was up.
he was suspicious of me.
i went outside.
i let maricela and sally in.
miguel locked himself in the restroom.
i claimed i need to use the restroom.
maricela talked to him through the door.
no success.
i talked to him.
i failed too.
we waited on the couch.
i heard the door opened.
they talked to him in the restroom.
i mentioned they are here to help.
they demanded him to go with them.
he refused.
maricela threatened to call the police.
i told miguel that i kick him out.
i don't want him to be here.
maricela and sally kept at it.
miguel finally cave in.
he promised to come after he take a shower.
miguel took one as we chatted about our lifes.
he come out with the robe.
he got ready.
miguel called me to the restroom.
he wanted the money.
i left the restroom.
they whispsered "what he want?"
i mentioned money.
miguel was ready.
maricela looked at the map.
she decided on the directions to her place.
we got in the car.
we drove away.
sally asked "are u hungry?"
of course.
i picked pizza.
we decided my great ideal.
we got to her place.
the family was there!
yes!
they begin to talk with him.
maricela dailed the key.
sally found the coupons.
no papa john's.
just dominos.
i want papa john's.
sally and I use the laptop.
we ordered three pizza.
i used my credit card.
it will come in 40 miutes.
sally joined them.
i stayed at the table and use the laptop.
i don't have to talk to miguel.
i know what they were saying.
not knowing any spanish.
good news.
they convince him to go to Boise, Idaho with the nephews.
miguel really need a new start in life.
the longer he stay in LA, he will continue to hang out with the wrong crowd.
we ate the pizza.
we watched the nephew's wedding again.
he got married last august in Mexico.
we watched some TV.
sally, bertha and the nephew went home.
the kids came back from six flags.
they was very tired, and had fun.
damn!
we were happy to see Eric and Anthony.
we have not seen them over 7 years.
Eric is very tall and Tony is looking good.
Boise did them good.
I hoped it is the same way for Miguel.
eric wrote down his address.
i need to mail her new glasses to miguel.
maricela and miguel took me home.
miguel took the grey case with him.
they left.
i went online for a while.
miguel called me, "we are home."
then, i went to bed.

no more money

2009-03-07T02:09:00.000-08:00

no more money

I will give him no more money.

He is costing me an arm and a leg.

I can't afford his ass any more.

I gave him $100 yesterday.

Yes, I know.

Call me stupid.

That was so damn stupid of me.

He spent it on alcohol at a club.

That money was for the bus pass.

He lost his bag two days ago.

He lost the cell phone and his wallet.

He went back to the club.

The club did not have his bag.
He came here drunk last night.
He was drunk two days in a row.
I won't spend another cent on his sorry ass.
Top it all, he already ole me over $2,000.

2009 March 5

2009-03-06T01:25:00.000-08:00

Miguel showed up drunk again on March 5, 2009, Thursday.

I told him to leave, but he refused.

I became so damn angry.

I really beat him up quite good.

He must be lots of bruises by now.

He was deadly afraid of me, begging for mercy.

I dragged him out of my place.

I left him for the dead.

He was very bloody from the beating.

I don't think he will make it at all.

He was that seriously hurt.

anyone is capable of doing extremely voilent things like I showed in the attached video.

the police can not do a thing about the criminal acts.

it's too late for the police to do anything about it.

whatever happens, happens

2009-03-05T23:18:00.000-08:00

Suicidal tendencies for Miguel.

He don't care about his life.

The old Miguel is back from the dead!

FULL FORCE!

i love lucy

2009-03-04T08:51:00.000-08:00

Hi, guys.

I brought the first season and the second season of I Love Lucy at Target.

I could not pass up the good sale.It cost $16.99 each.

That was a great buy.

At first, I didn't want to buy I Love Lucy.

Man, I watch Lucy so many damn times.

I watch Lucy all my life.

$112 rent

2009-03-03T15:45:00.000-08:00

My new rent is $112.

I used to pay $232.

sick with cold

2009-02-11T23:44:00.000-08:00

sick with cold

I have been sick with a cold since Saturday, February 7, 2009.
Really, Miguel and I have been sick TOGETHER!
I think Miguel have been sick a little bit longer than me.
Maybe, I caught the cold from him.

seven weeks

2009-02-10T21:34:00.000-08:00

seven weeks

There is something I don't get.
Paul found out about zipster08 video in December 2008.
How come it took Paul SEVEN weeks to finally talk to me about it?
SEVEN weeks?
All this time, Paul ASSUMED zipster08 video is hateful.
The moment Paul found out, Paul should have talk to me.
NOOO!!!
Paul did NOT!
SEVEN weeks.

zipster08 blogtv

2009-02-06T22:27:00.000-08:00

zipster08 blogtv

Hi, guys.
I was in Zipster's blogtv room.
This guy...I don't know who this is.
I asked, "who is this guy?"
Someone kicked me out of the room.
WHY?
I have no ideal who that guy is.
This guy right here is Zipster.
Bye.

miguel 2,000 lbs

2009-02-04T10:21:00.000-08:00

miguel 2,000 lbs

Miguel ADMITTED that he is 2,000 lbs.

Damn!

He is too damn fat!

LOL

2009 feb 3 tuesday

2009-02-03T09:48:00.000-08:00

2009 feb 3 tuesday

Miguel called me after 6 pm.

His sister knows his flight to Idaho.

She can't wait to have him at her house.

Miguel ADMITTED that he is 2,000 lbs at 8:55.

Damn!

He is too damn fat!

LOL

2009 february 3 tuesday

2009-02-03T09:06:00.000-08:00

I played Warcraft 2.
Miguel called me from Lucy's after noon.
He forgot his phone.
He didn't want to come over.
Hello!
We already made plans at my place.
I persauded him to come.
He arrived with a slurpee.
It was too hot for him.
He took off his shirt.
I kept on playing the game.
He was ready.
I quit the game.
I signed up for Southwestern Airlines.
I ordered the ticket.
It was in my name.
I signed off.
I ordered the ticket again.
I wrote down everything for him.
He is all set to go.
It's about time too.
Two more weeks!
YES!
Miguel annouced we are going to his sister's in Pasadena this Saturday.
Say what??
I don't want to go.
He wanted me to go with him.
We took bus 2 to Alvarado.
We took bus 704 to Santa Monica.
We picked up his clothes.
He thought they didn't clean it good.
He realized the spots was from him.
I paid $51 for it.
The bus was coming.
We decided we won't go to Target.
We took 704 to Vine.
The bus was coming.
We took the bus to Fountain.
We picked up the dry cleaning.
Yes, I paid for it.
We were hungry.
We went to Yokuzuna.
He used my ATM for the card.
We ate our food.
Miguel's bus was coming.
He caught the bus.
I waited for mine about ten minutes.
I took bus 4 home.
I got home at 5.
I talked to Gabriel in the office.
I told him about Miguel.
He was quite please with my good news.
Miguel will be only a phone call away.
I went to my place.
He left me two messages.
I called him.
I told him I got home too.
I played Warcraft again.
Miguel called me an hour later.
He told me that Olga knows his flight.
We hung up.
I continued playing Warcraft again.
I ate some chips after 8.
I played Warcraft till bed time.

2009 february 1 sunday

2009-02-01T12:04:00.000-08:00

I woke up about 8.
I used the restroom.
I grabbed some jello from the icebox.
I turned on the computer.
I went online.
Miguel woke up.
He used the restroom.
He got back into bed.
He said he will take a shower in an hour.
I did some stuff on the web.
Miguel was still sleeping.
I took a shower after 11.
Miguel used the restroom again.
He mentioned I did not woke him up.
I said u was dead tired.
He left the bathroom
I got out of the shower.
I dried myself off.
I was all done in the restroom.
He went to the restroom.
I turned off the TV.
I went online again.
I heard him shaving.
He took a shower at 12:15.
He is done at 12:30.
He wondered what I was watching
Third Rock From The Sun on the web.

We left after 1 pm.
We debated about walking to Alvarado.
He didn't want to walk down there.
We just waited for bus 4.
Bus 704 came.
Oh well.
I figured we had time to catch that bus.
We were there about 10 minutes.
Bus 4 finally came.
Miguel want to eat at Yokuzuna.
I want McDonald's.
He decided Taco Bell.
We haven't eat there in a long time.
We got off at La Brea.
We noticed the Dry Cleaners was close.
We went over there any way.
Yep, closed on Sundays.
I want to go to Target.
Miguel didn't want to.
The bus was down the block.
We caught bus 704.
We stood by the exit.
We got off at Vine.
Miguel doesn't want to walk in the sun.
I asked what side?
He said the right side.
Oh well.
He asked for it.
We walked in the sun.
We walked three blocks.
Even this dry cleaners was closed.
Miguel called home.
Eat or go home.
We were hungry for tacos.
We went to Taco Bell.
We ordered our food.
Miguel didn't want a drink.
But, it comes with a drink.
Miguel need a dollar.
He exchanged his soft drink for a mango drink.
We sat by the soft drinks machine.
I wanted mild sause.
Nope, they only have FIRE!
Dear Lord.
I hardly use FIRE.
It is too damn hot.
We ate our food.
I need to use the restroom.
I quickly changed my mind.
It smells from the outside.
We left.
We crossed the street.
I wanted to wait for the bus with him.
I asked do u need some money.
He said ten.
I gave him one five and five ones.
He wanted me to leave.
He figured my bus was on the way.
We saw his bus coming.
We sayd goodbye.
Wouldn't u know it?
My bus was here at the light.
I quickly ran crossed the street.
The light turned green.
I ran crossed the street.
I caught bus 4.
I went home.
I checked my mail.
Warcraft 2 was already here.
That was quick.
I turned on the computer.
I decided to washed the clothes.
I have three loads to do.
I looked for some quarters.
I found some.
I put the colors in first.
I called Miguel four times.
Damn! Where was he?
His brother answered the phone.
I thought it was him.
I called out Miguel.
Nope.
I hung up the phone.
I checked the clothes.
I walked in the place.

superbowl chat

The phone rung.
I picked it up.
It was Miguel.
He wondered how many times I called.
I said lots and lots.
Miguel invited me to come over.
Nope.
I was washing clothes.
He mentioned I hated doing the laundry.
He offered to fold the clothes for me on Tuesday.
Tuesday?
It is Superbowl Sunday!
Tuesday is two days away.
He mentioned Maricela has a hungover from last night.
I talked to Maricela.
They watched the Superbowl.
We hung up.
I checked the clothes.
I installed Warcraft 2 on the laptop.
Damn!
It happened again.
The game is not full screen.
I played it any way.
I put the whites in the washer.
I put the color in the dryers.
I played Warcraft 2.
The clothes was done.
I put the clothes away.
I beat the game.
I ate some cake for supper.
I watched some videos.

2009 january 31, saturday

2009-01-31T15:38:00.000-08:00

I woke up after 9.
Miguel forgot to turn off the TV.
He want lots of movies all night.
I took out Sunset Blvd.
I turned off the tv and dvd player.
I went online.
It was getting late.
I went to Lucy's after 11.
Miguel need a bus pass for the week.
I brought it.
I went home.
I noticed Miguel was not in bed.
He used the restroom.
He wondered where I was.
I explained I got the bus pass for him.
He came out of the restroom.
I gave him it.
He thanked me.
I mentioned I was hungry.
He cooked some scramble eggs for me.
He gave me the eggs and toast.
I told him there was no butter on the toast.
He said You don't like the bread to be soggy.
Butter doesn't make it that soggy.
He put some on the toast.
He got some frosted flakers to eat.
I put on Superman 2.
He made me some chocolate milk.
We watched the movie.
We ate our breakfast.
I laid on the couch.
Miguel rubbed my feet.
Miguel laid his head on me.
Man, I was a human pillow!
He fell asleep.
I used the restroom.
I went in the room.
I mentioned he can lay on the couch.
I laid on the bed.
Miguel fell asleep again.
I finished Superman 2.
I went online.

2009 january 30, friday

2009-01-31T14:39:00.000-08:00

I yelled at Miguel.
See video below.
I went to Lucy's.
Miguel was not around.
I got my bus pass.
I went outside.
I looked around for him.
I walked down the street.
Miguel was already at the bus stop.
He took 704 there from Vermount.
We got on bus 2.
We got off the bus on fourth.
We got on bus 55 to Marriot.
Miguel went to the hotel.
I waited at the bus stop.
I looked at his phone.
He have 750 minutes left.
He is doing good.
Miguel came back.
Bus 30 came quickly.
We got off.
We walked to Sunset.
We got on bus 4.
We got off at Farmer's Market.
He need to use the restroom.
I wanted for him downstairs.
I noticed the black security guard keep an close watch on the door.
He expects for EVERYONE to pay .25 cent.
Man!
What a rip off.
If the door is open, I won't pay .25 cent.
I told Miguel that.
He just laughed.
We noticed two piggys.
He mentioned it was me!
LOL
We crossed the street.
We got on bus 30.
We got off by the highway.
We went across the street.
We entered the tax office at 12:48 pm.
Man, I didn't know they expand the office.
Miguel gave them his name.
We were third in line.
We sat down by the TV.
Man, it was all in spanish!
I couldn't understand the soaps!
LOL
Quickly, I figured out what's happening.
I watched soaps all my life.
The lady finally saw Miguel after 3 pm.
Yes, we waited over two hours.
It was the most fun I ever had.
NOT!
It took her about 20 minutes tops.
The last lady was about 30 minutes.
She explained it was for three taxes.
No wonder it took her a long time.
He will get the money in two weeks.
He need to bring his ID.
He forgot it this time.
She checked the file for his ID.
Nope, there was no copy.
We waited for the bus.
We got on bus 30.
We got off the bus on 3rd I think.
I was in no rush to go home.
I want to take the subway.
But he want to take the bus.
He wanted to get some food at the market.
Our plans kept on changing on the bus.
Miguel remember his dry cleaner.
He thought it was today.
I told him it wasn't two weeks yet.
We decided to get the dry cleaner.
We stayed on bus 4.
We got off Santa Monica.
Miguel want to go to Target for the restroom.
Instead, we went to the dry cleaners first.
They looked for his last name.
Then, his first name.
He asked the other worker.
He came back.
It will be done tomorrow afternoon.
We went to Target.
He used the restroom.
I waited for him at the foot court.
Miguel came to me.
I wanted to look around, but he didn't.
He was hungry.
I gave him $20 to get something.
I mentioned I want to look at the DVDs.
He decided to come with me.
He gave me back the money.
We got a cart.
The seat was missing from the cart.
We put the stuff in the cart.
We look at the tv shows.
Nothing.
We look at the movies.
Nothing.
We saw 4 movies in 1.
We got Superman and Matrix.
We got 2 movies in 1.
We waited in line.
He grabbed some chips.
I paid for everything.
I got $30 in cash.
We need it for tomorrow.
We waited for the bus.
Bus 704 was packed.
Everyone got off at the other corner.
Bus 4 was semi packed.
We went straight to the back.
I saw down.
Miguel stood by the exit.
A while passed, Miguel sat next to me.
We got off the bus.
He wanted a slurpee.
I brought a Thai Tea.
Then, 7/11 for his slurpee.
Miguel was getting cold, not as cold as me.
We got home.
There was a letter on the door.
I checked the mail.
Nothing.
I went online.
Miguel called Maricela
He mentioned he will spend the night.
I talked to her.
She did not understand the email I sent her.
Miguel cook spegghetti.
He made some sauce.
The sauce was so so.
I ate it any way.
I put on Superman.
We ate our food.
We both enjoyed the movie.
Miguel pointed out that Larry Hagman and John Ratzenberger was in the movie.
All this time, I didn't know Larry was in the movie.
Who knew John will be a big tv/movie star years later?
Not me.
LOL
We saw Rachael Welch on Saturday Night Live.
I brushed my teeth.
He wanted to watch another movie.
Not me.
I was getting sleepy.
He wanted to see Chicken Run.
I put on the movie for him.
I went to sleep.
Good night.

yelling at miguel

2009-01-30T13:55:00.000-08:00

Yelling at miguel.
That is what I did!
LOL

miguel's piggy

2009-01-29T23:40:00.000-08:00

miguel's piggy

Miguel just called to say good night.

relate to miguel

2009-01-29T11:53:00.000-08:00

Pete called me this morning.

He is concerned about Miguel.

He can relate to Miguel and the gaybashing religion.

too damn fat

2009-01-28T22:15:00.001-08:00

I tried on some pants.

Damn!

I couldn't do it.

I'm too damn fat.

LOL

Old Miguel

2009-01-27T21:21:00.000-08:00

Part 1

Old Miguel
He is back from the dead.
You know what that mean.
Sadly, he is drinking again.
His sister in law called me last Saturday.
She noticed he was acting up and yelling.
She suspected that he was drinking.
She asked him about it.
Can you blame the sister in law?
I would have look at his bag too.
He refused to talk.
He accused her of not trusting him.
Everyone was gone from the apartment.
Miguel left their place without saying a word.
No one knew where he went.
He is homeless again.

Part 2

Tonight, Miguel called me.
He wanted to spend the night.
No thanx.
The last time, he got me in big trouble.
I won't risk losing my apartment.
I won't have anything to do with his alcohol problem.
I killed Miguel last October.
That life is over and done with.
I told him to go home.
He claimed he have no home.
The sister in law did not kick him out.
He still have a home to go.
He told me he won't go home.
He hung up the phone.
I called his sister in law.
She said he called her too.
I told her that I tell him to go home.
He was at Western/Hollywood subway.
She want to pick him up.
I told her do not pick him up.
He may not be there.
She mentioned she will stay in touch.
We hung up the phone.

G.A.Y. stands for God And You.

2009-01-26T09:24:00.000-08:00

G.A.Y. stands for God And You.

The relationship is between God and You, not some third person.
It is not a threesome.
Everyone need to be one with God.
I'm tired of the fighting too.
I gave up going to church long time ago.
It's not for me.
Some people are forgetting one thing about the bible.

John 3:16
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

It does not say gay, straight, white, black, man, woman.
It said WHOEVER!
Whoever believes is anyone like me.
I'm gay.
They need to leave my relationship with God alone.

In closing, it is between God and you.
I'm one with God.
Whoever believes in God is the key to heaven.
.
.
.

before i die i

2009-01-25T18:22:00.000-08:00

http://www.myspace.com/luv4piggy

http://www.beforeidiei.com/

I found this wonderful web site.

"before I die I"

I LOVE IT!

I have two "wishes" on the list.

1) want to see my ex lover to be fully recovered from his alcoholism.

2) want to reunite with my long lost family!

Please come to this wonderful site.

Thanx.

homophobia father

2009-01-24T12:32:00.000-08:00

homophobia father

I saw my father at the hospital one time.
He did not know I was coming.
Mom thought it will be a nice suprise.
I came in the room.
The look on his face was full of anger.
He was still the same hateful bastard.
He didn't want me to be there at all.
He really said hateful things to me.
I was still not his faggot son.
He wished I die from AIDS.
He claimed I'm going straight to hell.
All these years, I thought he will change.
Sadly, I was wrong.
You know what's great about him.
He is dying from cancer.
He is on his deathbed.
I won't see him ever again.
That's fine by me.
I don't need him in my life.
I'm better off without him.
Thank goodness that mom divorced him long time ago.
She deserved someone better than that damn fool.
My stepdad is more my father than he ever was.
Good riddance to my homophobia father.

2009 january 19, monday

2009-01-19T15:36:00.000-08:00

I woke up after 7.
I took an shower.
I was online.
He didn't woke up an hour later.
He took an shower.
I got the iron for him.
He used it on his pants.
Miguel accidentally ripped the ATM envelopes.
He thought it was the blue ones.
Hello!
He saw me ripped them up earlier.
I grabbed three more envelope.
I signed my name.
I put them in the envelope.
I checked the weather online.
The weather is 82.
I checked outside; it was chilly.
I wore my grey coat.
We were off to the bus stop.
He want to use the tokens.
I brought up the bus pass.
He thought it was a good ideal.
Really, he thought of it last night.
The credit goes to him.
We walked to Lucy's.
He didn't want to go in.
They kicked him out few nights ago.
I grabbed his hand to come with me.
He can buy the weekly bus pass.
We walked to the corner.
We saw bus 2 stopped.
I don't think we could make it.
The light turned red.
We may still have a chance.
We crossed the street.
The light was still red.
Ours turned green.
We crossed the street.
Bus 2 was coming.
We got on Bus 2.
We sat in the back.
I noticed some people was already in line at Circuit City.
I believed they are closing today.
We got off at Vermount.
We walked to the bank.
I put the checks in the accounts.
We took the subway to Hollywood/Highland.
We took the bus to La Brea.
We walked to the motel.
He want me to stay behind.
Nope.
I gave him $7.
I went inside too.
The maid saw Miguel.
She got his stuff.
She gave it to him.
Miguel asked if he ole some money.
The clerk said "nope."
We walked to Sycamore.
We caught bus 322.
The lady need 60 cent from her husband.
She didn't have enough change.
Miguel thought I was rude.
Why?
I said, "Hey, lady! I have it."
She refused at first.
I gave her the money any way.
They thanked us.
We got off Santa Monica.
I mentioned I was hungry.
We haven't eat breakfast.
We can go to McDonald's after Target.

We arrived at the courtyard.
Miguel thought the phone was at Best Buy.
Nope.
I mentioned we could look.
He wanted to go to Target inside.
We went inside.
Miguel grabbed a cart.
We looked at the shoe polish.
They didn't have it.
We saw some wallets.
He didn't like those wallets.
Ross 4 Less have cheap ones.
We looked at the TV shows.
It was a good thing we went.
American Dad and King Of The Hill was two DVDs in one.
I couldn't pass up the great deal.
I saved lots of money on four DVDS.
Separately, it will have cost over $25 for each season.
Double Pack was $19.99.
We saw the prepaid phones.
He picked out the green phone.
I paid for the phone.
We got some cream for him.
And razors too.
Miguel used the restroom.
I paid for the stuff.
I waited for him.
Miguel came out.
"Wow. That was fast," he said.
He wanted some money.
I hestigate at first.
I gave him $20.

We looked at Payless Shoes.
They didn't have it either.
We went to Rite Aid.
Neither did they.
He got something else.
He hoped it will work.
Me too.
It cost over $5.
I'm not made of money, you know.
Miguel wanted to use the 20.
I mentioned use the money for the dry cleaners.
He didn't heard me.
It was time to eat.
We went to McDonald's.
He want to pay for our meals.
"Use the money for the dry cleaners," I said.
I paid for two #1 Big Mac meals.
I sat at the booth.
Miguel came back with the drinks.
I mentioned lets sit over there.
We moved to the table.
We ate our meals.
It was good.
I used the restroom.
I grabbed another coke.
Some druggie I am!
LOL.
We waited for the bus in the shade.
We got on bus 4.
We went home.
The place was hot.
I forgot to turn off the fan before we left.
Miguel opened the box of the cell phone.
He used the scissors.
Miguel turned on the TV.
I charged the phone.
I wanted to see American Dad.
Miguel want some popcorn.
I fixed some popcorn.
I played the DVD.
I got the popcorn for him.
I laid in the bed.
Miguel fell asleep.
During the fourth episode, I checked the phone.
The phone was charged.
I put my number in the phone book.
Also, Maricelia's too.
I turned on the computer.
I was online.
I watched some videos.
Maricelia called after 4.
She got off work earlier to pick us up.
"Is Miguel off today?"
"Yes, he is."
"He must be sleeping."
"He is taking a nap. I can wake him up."
"Are you coming over with Miguel?"
"Yes. I will wake him up now."
I woke him up and gave him the phone.
"Miguel, she got off earlier to pick you. Talk to her."
He talked to her.
"Pick me up in one hour. I need a shower."
He hung up the phone.
I told him the phone is charged.
My number and Maricelia is in the phonebook.

2009 jan 18, part 2

2009-01-18T21:34:00.000-08:00

We watched Shrek 2.
We saw that movie a million of times.
It was about that time.
He called Olga two times.
There was no answer.
Even the answer machine was not on.
I suggested to call Marcelia.
She must have Olga's cell number.
Miguel called her.
She was happy to hear from him.
She couldn't give him the number.
It was on her cell phone.
She need to call him right back.
He quickly called Marriott.
The person was no help about W2.
Marcelia called on the home number.
They chatted for a while.
I didn't understand them at all.
Damn me!
Hello!
They spoke in spanish!
She gave him the number.
He talked to his brother too.
Then, his niece.
He talked to Marcelia again.
They hung up.
He called the number.
"You got the wrong number."
He tried again.
Same thing happened.
I checked the number.
I called it.
It happened again.
Miguel thought they didn't pay the bill.
I told him to call Marcelia again.
He told her what happened.
That was odd.
Marcelia talked to them today.
She will call them for us.
Miguel quickly call Marriott again.
This time, he talked to a manager.
She explained it will be out at the end of the month.
He hung up the phone.
Miguel figured he could stay at the end of the month.
Hopefully, he can live with his brother.
Miguel was washing the dishes.
The phone rung.
He told me to answer the phone.
It was Paco.
Long time, no chat.
He mentioned the weather was very cold.
My weather was pretty awesome.
Really, it was too hot.
I gave the phone to Miguel.
Paco explained the phone is working.
Also, Olga was home all day long too.
They have two phone lines.
The other one was for the web.
Paco mentioned he was at the gym now.
He checked his messages on the phone.
Miguel mentioned I may come with him to Boise.
Miguel got the phone number.
He will call Olga later.
They was on the way to church.
They hung up.
Miguel watched regular TV with the headphones.
I was online.
He started to cook the chicken.
I put on Shrek The 3rd.
We ate the supper.
I laid down on the bed.
Then, I sat by Miguel.
We finished the movie.
I put on Family Feud All Stars.

2009 january 18, sunday

2009-01-18T15:38:00.000-08:00

We woke up after 9:30 am.
I went online.
Miguel watched some telly.
He called Olga again.
Nope, she wasn't home.
They must be at church.
I believed they are one hour ahead of us.
It was about 11 am.
He didn't leave a message.
I told him to call Marcelia.
He didn't want to.
"They don't care about me. No one does."
Here we go again.
He is giving me the guilt trip.
He want to go to Olga's from my place.
He don't have to call Marcelia.
He asked about the prices again.
I mentioned Amtrak is cheaper than greyhound.
Amtrak is interesting for him;
There is less stops on the way to Boise.

I brought up i could go with him.

I may or may not.

It will cost $290.20 for the both of us.
Then, I still need to get another ticket for home.
It will be another $145.10.
The total is $435.30.
That's not counting the meals along the way.
It's too much money.
I really can't afford it right now.
I can only pay for Miguel's trip.
Here's a good ideal.
I can get him a prepaid phone.
It's much cheaper.
He can call me on the way.
I will call him too.
We were both hungry.
We haven't eat breakfast.
It was passed 11 am.
Miguel wanted some pizza.
He ordered a ham/pineapple pizza.
He got some chicken too.
Pizza guy called.
I pressed #9.
I went outside.
I opened the gate.
He was nowhere at all.
I thought he was here.
I was on the way back.
I heard Miguel called me.
He mentioned he was around the corner.
Oh, he was lost and confused.
It can happen.
The entrance is on Marathon, not Waterloo.
I explained it to the guy.
He gave me the food.
I gave him $25.
I went inside.
I grabbed some plates.
Miguel put the pizza on the stove.
I put some on our plates.
He poured some OJ for us.
"Pick a movie."
He got Mama's Family.
I put it in the DVD.
We ate the pizza and the chicken.
We watched the whole DVD.

2009 jan 17, part three

2009-01-17T17:42:00.000-08:00

Miguel fell asleep during the movie.
I took a little nap too.
We both watched the ending.
Damn!
Superman didn't die after all.
Pete called.
He isn't doing that well.
He had a cold.
He may caught it from Brian.
Brian got it from work.
Peter mentioned he saw the email.
He agreed with me.
Dream Center forced him to drink again.
At least, he had a place for a few months.
He should go to a gay friendly place for help.
Dream Center doesn't treat gays right.
Damn, Dream Center! Damn you to hell.
We watched Family Feud All Stars.
I put on Reba.
I washed the dishes.
Miguel mentioned he was hungry.
I cooked some Tuna Helper.

Tuna Helper was pretty good.

We both like it.

We continued to watch Reba.
I checked the mail.
Nothing but trash.
Reba Disc 2, side A ended.
"When are you going to call them?"
"In a minute."
"Time's up."
"I will call them."
"When?"
"Later. I have an headache."
"Fine. We can watch one more episode."
I put on side B.
We had Vanilla Milkshake Poptart.
He really enjoy it.
It was his first time to have that kind.
I want to get the Strawberry Milkshake again.
Love it!
Miguel fell asleep during the last episode.
Now, I know.
He won't call his family tonight.
It is getting too damn late.
He's putting it off.
Tomorrow, I must have a long talk with him.
I need to tell him that he can NOT stay with me.
He must find somewhere else.
I won't go down this road again.
If he won't call them, he must leave right then and there.
I won't give a damn either.
He made his bed.
He must lay in it.
He can drink himself to DEATH!
That life is over with.

2009 jan 17, part two

2009-01-17T11:34:00.000-08:00

Miguel woke up after 11.
He used the restroom.
He looked for the TV controls.
"Where are they?"
I pointed at them.
"By the TV."
I grabbed them.
"Why don't we watch a movie?"
Or a TV show.
I don't want to watch regular TV.
So far, I have not watch any TV at all.
17 days and counting.
"Why don't you take a shower? You stink!"
Miguel went to the restroom.
I followed him.
He was undressing.
How dare he!
He took off his clothes in front of my innosence eyes!
LOL
"DO you want your shorts?"
"No, I will get them."
"Okay."
I was so hungry.
I haven't eat anything today.
I got some frosted flakes and milk.
He finished his shower at 11:41.
He asked for my help.
He want to get his sweat pants from the top of the closet.
I almost remove the blue bag.
Instead, he found his shorts.
He put them on.
He couldn't reach the Triangles chips.
I gave it to him.
I opened up the bag with the scissors.
He put the chips in a bowl.
He decided he want some noodle soup.
Sorry, we don't have any.
He saw the cheese in the icebox.
"It is green."
"Because it is in a green bag."
He laughed.
He tossed it in the trash.
He got a green pepper.
He cut it and put some in the bowl.
He put the bowl on the table.
"Pick out a movie, Miguel."
He looked at the movies.
He gave me Superman Returns.
He haven't saw it yet.
I put it in the DVD.
He used the restroom.
He grabbed the mustard.
The movie automatically started.
Thank God!
I was going crazy.
The same music again and again.
Enough with the music!
LOL
He put the mustard on the chips.
He got him some orange juice.
He took the chip bag with him.
We watched Superman Returns.

2009 january 17, saturday

2009-01-17T10:41:00.000-08:00

Miguel woke me up three times last night.
I didn't want to talk to him.
Hello!
I was sleeping.
I really need my beauty sleep.

This morning, I was online.
He called me about 8 something.
I didn't pick him up.
He was probably still drunk.
Few minutes later, he called again.
He announced he was here on the intercom.
Damn!
I peaked through the window.
I didn't want to get him.
I had no choice.
He saw me peaking.
I turned off the heater.
I went outside.
Miguel was down the block.
I yelled his name two times.
He wanted me to walk to him.
Nope.
Instead, he came to me.
"You can come in."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I am sure. You are just visiting."
"I need some money for the bus."
We went inside.
He explained he was at Lucy's all night.
They finally kicked him out.
He wasn't washing clothes.
He was watching TV.
He didn't have any money to take the bus.
Most times, he will stay at Lucy's
Whenever he have no place to stay.
He noticed I haven't clean yet.
It was still a mess for a couple of days.
He used the restroom.
I told him to take a shower.
He was dirty from last night.
His clothes was dirty.
He mentioned he want to call Marcelia.
Hopefully, he can stay with them.
I really doubt it.
If he haven't drink, he will have a chance.
Hell, no!
"Why are you drinking?" I asked.
He wouldn't give me a straight answer.
"I was cold."
"I was alone."
"I was testing myself."
Man, he FAILED the test with flying colors.
I already know why he drink.
The real truth, nothing but the truth.
Dream Center forced him to drink again.
Why?
Because he is gay.
And they are against gays.
He got a cup of milk.
Miguel was hungry.
He fixed him a bowl of frosted flakes.
He ate on the couch.
He looked at his coin purse.
I grabbed it.
That's wonderful.
He have the reciept for the dry cleaners.
His clothes will be ready by today at 4.
I can pay for it.
He have no money to pay.
I noticed a Rite Aid receipt.
Presto!
The first item was Borski Vodka for$6.49.
The date was January 15, 2009
Time was 6:42 pm.
That was the same day I gave him $100.
Damn!
I knew in my gut he will drink at the hotel.
I should listen to my gut more often.
He should have stay with me till he get to Marcelia's
Oh, no!
He want to stay at a hotel for a couple of days.
Look how it turn out.
He is on the way to his old ALCOHOL self.
I can NOT trust him with money.
I won't SUPPORT his drinking.
He fell asleep on the couch.
He didn't sleep last night.

worst happened

2009-01-16T21:52:00.000-08:00

It really happened again.
Miguel called me after 7:30 pm.
He was frantic, crying!
He messed up again.
The hotel kicked him out.
He didn't have the money for a second night.
He need $60 to stay another night.
He want the money from me.
I didn't want to.
I felt sorry for him.
He had no place to go.
He doesn't know what to do.
He was crying and begging for the money.
He couldn't come over.
He was drunk.
You could tell on the phone.
I don't have to ask.
He supposed to come early to pick up a bag.
I will give him the money for the hotel too.
I assumed he slept all day long.
Really, passed out!
I got the $50.
I found an extra $3.
We hung up the phone.
I got ready to leave.
I walked to Lucy's.
I saw Miguel, waiting outside.
Dear Lord.
He was still drunk.
I hate seeing him like that.
He did great over two months.
He didn't drink any alcohol.
"What happened?" I asked.
He didn't answer me.
We went inside.
He got his cup of water.
We went out the side exit.
I asked him again.
He walked away from him.
I followed him.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
I asked again.
"Sister's."
In a drunken state like that.
I think not.
His sister lives in Boise, Idaho.
He can't go drunk.
Top it all, he have no money for the bus.
I was almost in tears, walking.
We went across the street.
I stood at the corner.
So much, I want to leave.
He went in the donut shop.
He have no money for donuts.
I can't afford to buy some.
He need the money for the hotel.
He got me inside the place.
He ordered some donuts.
Damn! He got a lot.
He won't have enough money for the hotel.
There goes the ten.
I only have $3.
The rest was the big bills.
I mentioned we can buy two.
Nope.
He still want ALL the donuts.
I paid $3.50 for seven donuts.
We sat at the small table.
He started to eat a donut.
I remained silent.
I couldn't talk at all.
I was very close to tears.
I hold back the tears.
It hurts me very deeply.
After a while, he became angry.
He yelled at me.
"No, no, no," he said repeatedly.
The worker looked at me.
He was still yelling at me.
I walked up to the worker.
I mentioned he was drunk.
I went back to the table.
I grabbed a long glazed donut.
Then, I decided about something.
I won't put up with his yelling.
I left him behind.
I went across the street.
I waited over ten minutes on the corner.

He was falling asleep.

I ate the donut.
He stayed in the same position.
So much, I wanted to go back.
I couldn't.
He can't go home with me.
He is NOT allow to come over drunk.
The last time, he did.
I got in big trouble.
I can't afford to lose my place.
My heart breaks for him.
There is NOTHING I could do.
He must do it all by himself.
I walked home, slowly.
I finished the donut on the way.
I didn't want to cry for him any more.
I got home.
I don't want to think about him.
I want to be in a good mood again.
I watched my favourite show, Three's Company.
That show always put me in a great mood.
Love that show.
I watched it as I did this blog.

2009 january 15, thursday

2009-01-15T22:54:00.000-08:00

Miguel and I didn't get enough sleep last night.
Not because of sex.
LOL.
It very stressful.
I was waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Drink or not to drink.
Luckily, he did not have no alcohol in his bag.
He was on his best behavior.
That's a good thing.

Miguel kissed me good morning.
Yes, his kiss woke me up.
I said it was time for the phone call.
He wanted to call Olga, his sister.
Last night, he decided to live with her family.
That will be good for him.
He haven't seen them in a few years.
Change of sceneary will do some good.
He thought it was still early to call.
We watched a movie instead.
We saw Shrek for a dreadful upteenth time.
Finally, he called Olga two times.
No one was home.
Damn!
He didn't leave a message.
He called his former work.
He want to see about the tax returns.
He want to fix the taxes before he leaves.
Yes, you read correctly.
Miguel want to leave Los Angeles.
He wants to stay with Olga
He decided that last night.
Hopefully, he will make it there.
He supposed to went last year.
But I refused to get a ticket for him.
He was talking crazy.
He hoped "it will crash and kill him."
No thanx.
I won't buy a death ticket.
Once again, I offered him to buy the ticket.
He is so ready to go.
I'm so ready for him to leave.
I don't want to see the OLD Miguel ever again.
That life is over with.
I looked online for cheap tickets.
Greyhound is cheaper than amtrak.
I will get it on the day he leaves.
I hoped his plan will work.
He want to stay in a motel for a couple of days.
Live with Marcelia about a week.
Then, off to Boise, Idaho.
I really hope that Marcelia let him stay.
If she doesn't, Miguel will be up the creek.
Meaning what?
You already know, sweetie.
Return from the dead.
We really don't want that at all.
Trust me.
WE DO NOT!

tay zonday

2009-01-15T20:10:00.000-08:00

tay zonday

OMG!
Chocolate Rain NIGGER.
I take that as a compliment.
Chocolate Rain.
A referance to Chocolate Rain.
Come on now.
Chocolate Rain.
It's Tay Zonday.
Chocolate Rain.
Nothing beats that.
Chocolate Rain.
I sure LOVE black people.
And Chocolate Rain Nigger.

so long, dream center

2009-01-14T21:39:00.000-08:00

Miguel called me after 7 pm.
He said he call me earlier.
I missed his phone call.
I was taking a shower.
Miguel explained he need some money.
I mentioned I have no cash on me.
He want me to use the ATM at Lucy's.
I lied that my card does not work at that one.
It need to be my bank's ATM.
He need money for a hotel.
I said he can spend the night.
He thought it was a bad ideal.
He don't want me to get in trouble.
I said he is not living with me
He can stay the night.
We hung up the phone.
He will meet me at Lucy's.
I walked down there.
He wasn't around.
Damn, where could he be?
I waited over 15 minutes.
I went back and forth inside.
I figured I should wait outside.
I had a feeling he was on his way.
Rapid 704 came by.
Nah, he wasn't on the bus.
He have no money for the bus.
Boy, I was wrong.
Finally, I saw him coming.
He took 704 here!
He wasn't himself.
We went inside and sat on the couch.
He mentioned he couldn't take the dream center.
That place does not like gays.
No suprise there.
He had a hard time, crying.
Is it wrong to be gay?
Are we going to hell?
I comforted him with words.
Every religion is different.
They have their own beliefs.
He couldn't take the gay abuse.
I know what he mean.
I grew up baptist.
He told Terry he was leaving that day.
I saw a glimspe of old Miguel.
It's hurtful to see him like that again.
I didn't want to confront him.
Miguel would have deny it.
I might as well take him home with me.
We walked to my place.
We turned the corner and walked up.
He stopped.
He explained he don't want to go.
I told him it will be okay.
He refused to go.
He demanded to bring the money to him.
Nope.
It is either go with me or no money at all.
He relunctly go.
We arrived at my place.
We went in.
I immediatly got the money.
I gave it to him.
He doesn't know what to do.
I asked do you want to stay?
He was really that bad.
He need someone to talk to.
He couldn't understand how gay is a sin.
He cried big time.
I looked on the web for John 3:16.
I got up from the desk.
He sat down.
He read the scripture out loud.
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
I pointed out that whoever is anyone.
anyone who believes in God.
Most people forget that main part.
WHOEVER BELIEVES!
That verse comforted him.
He knowing being gay can't be wrong.
Whoever!
John 3:16 says alot for EVERYONE!
It does not say gay, straight, black, white.
It pointed out WHOEVER!
Anyone that is you, me and whoever.
I sat on the couch.
He talked about his alcohol problem.
He can't recall anything.
He doesn't know how he got to dream center.
I figured he was passed out and they took him there.
He talked about his jobs, family and me.
He is very sorry.
I forgave him long time ago.
I was in the kitchen.
He asked do i act different?
I said yes.
I brought up his drinking.
He was acting up again.
The old Miguel is coming back slowly.
He denied it at first.
I promised I won't get mad.
Then, he admitted he had some beers.
I figured that much.
I was right all along.
Dream Center didn't help him with his drinking.
They worked Miguel like a dog.
He didn't have time for anything else.
They didn't sent him to AA.
Miguel didn't get a AA sponsor either.
It was about the bible and faith.
Have faith in God and everything will be all right.
Sorry, guys.
Not exactly.
Sometimes, having faith in God won't cut it.
He need something more than faith.
With the Dream Center against the gays, it's IMPOSSIBLE to be fully recovery from the alcohol.
He was between an hard place and a rock.
In closing, the old Miguel is NOT completely dead.

coming home

2009-01-14T00:04:00.000-08:00

coming home

I haven't been home in years.
I had a falling out with my father.
It was a nasty fall out.
He hated the fact.
I'm gay.
He couldn't understand it.
Mom has no problems.
I won't carry on the family name.
I'm their only child.
I was the last one in line.
I couldn't help being gay.
It's who I am forever.
I can't change it.
No one can.
I recieved a letter from mom.
Dad is on the deathbed.
It may be the last chance.
Hopefully, he want to make amends.
I have doubts about that.
He claimed he don't have a son.
I'm dead to him.
He has never call me.
He has never write a letter.
He has never send me a email.
Mom want me to visit.
I really don't want to.
But I don't want to disappoint her.
After all, she didn't stop loving me.
I'm doing it for her.
Most of all, I'm doing it for me.
I'm coming home.

sorry, miguel

2009-01-13T19:07:00.000-08:00

Miguel came over this afternoon.
He need a phone number from his stuff.
I finally told him.
He can't stay with me.
I explained he turned me down.
Because of "the neighbors."
Really, it was a white lie.
I think he took it quite well.
Then again, he is kinda freaking out.
He have no other place to go.
He really don't know what to do.
He doesn't want to tranfer.
He want to remain close to me.
I suggested that he should call his sister in law.
Sister is law is his last option.
I gave him her both phone numbers.
He found the phone number.
He wondered when I will get another apartment.
I really have no ideal.
I'm on a waiting list.
Miguel thought we won't be together again.
I have been on the waiting list for years.
Something need to be open up.
Right now, I need to wait and wait.
It could be another year or two.

He asked for a five.

I mentioned it was by the white phone.

He got the five.

I offered him three more dollars.

He refused at first.

I offered him again.

He took the money.

I wished him well.

We kissed goodbye.

crashed & burned

2009-01-13T00:28:00.000-08:00

crashed & burned

I dashed my life away.

I burned for a new life.

I turned stupidly wild.

I need drugs to get high.

The weed set me high above the skies.

I flew into a wall.

I fell on hard times.

It made me sad.

I can’t think straight.

I caught up in the drugs.

My parents taught me,

“Drugs are dangerous and bad.”

I continued the trip on the drugs.

It ripped my life apart.

I reached to the lowest.

Nothing else matters.

Welcome to my world.

I crashed and burned.

all alone

2009-01-12T21:01:00.000-08:00

All alone
I was stoned.
It was a foolish thing to do.
I thought it was cool.
My friends want no part of me.
May God look after me?
I laid in tears.
Nobody was here to put me on track.
Sorrows won't bring back my friends.
They believed I changed for the worse.
I was not the same person.
It slapped everybody in the their faces.
I became unhappy and depressed.
Nobody gives a damn.
I was living all alone.

update

2009-01-12T15:30:00.000-08:00

I gave Gabriel the letter this afternoon.

He didn't like the ideal; he was not feeling it.

I truly understood; the past spoke loudly.

He didn't want to risk it.

Now, I have to tell Miguel that he can't stay with me.

Hopefully, he could stay with his sister in law.

gabriel's letter

2009-01-12T12:27:00.000-08:00

gabriel's letter

Gabriel,

Miguel's time at the dream center will be up this week.

He need a place to stay.

He want to stay with me for a little while.

He doesn't have a job either.

He really look different now.

He changed for the better.

Thanks for your time.

Kaz Falcon

manicure

2009-01-11T14:17:00.000-08:00

manicure

OMG!

I can't have one.

I bite my nails.

I need my nails back now.

parking lot

2009-01-11T13:59:00.000-08:00

Miguel woke me up about 9 AM.
I answered the phone.
He wanted me to come down.
He was working the parking lot.
I got dressed.
I waited for the bus.
I didn't want to walk down there.
Bus 704 came by.
I completely forgotten that bus.
Bus 4 finally came.
I got off the bus at Park.
I walked down the street.
Miguel called me from across the street.
Oops, I went the wrong way.
I went back up.
I crossed the street.
Miguel mentioned go to the parking lot.
We hugged each other.
I gave him his mail.
The first mail was kinda trash.
I told him to call Mike about the second one.
That mail was from the collection agency.
Huh?
That was odd.
I don't think he have to pay them anything.
He filed bankrupty few months ago.
They can't go after him any more.
He is safe from the collection agency.
I asked him about his last day.
He explained he could leave any time.
He need a place to go.
They can transfer him to West Covino or Pasadena.
He don't want to be transfer.
He just want to stay with me for a while.
Then, move to his sister in law.
I told him I will talk to the apartment manager.
He works from 1-5 PM weekdays.
He will call me back on Monday or Tuesday.
Maybe, he could stay with me.
Who knows?
It's up to the manager.
Miguel changed a lot since last October.
He really looks good now.
The parking lot became full.
He put the orange cones at the entrance.
We kissed goodbye.
I went home.

finally

2009-01-10T17:29:00.000-08:00

finally

FINALLY!
I'm going out today.
I have been sick with a cold this past week.
Man, I'm so damn ready to go out and kill!
Kill, baby, kill.
Yeah, man, yeah.
Kill, baby, kill.
I really need my money too!
I have been waiting for my drug money.
I need to pick it up.
Don't follow me!
Okay!
I will be watching you.
I have eyes behind my head.
I know when you are coming after me.
Watch your back!
I have people all over town.

bad person

2009-01-08T23:11:00.000-08:00

bad person

I know what you mean.
I changed for the worst.
I did bad things to my ex lover.
I stole lots of money from him.
I beat him up.
I gave him poison many times.
I was never like that before.
I was a sweet loving and kind person.
I did the bad things to survive no matter what.
I was looking out for my best interest.
I vowed he won't destroy my life again.
I decided to end it for once and for all.
At the end, I killed him.
That was the best thing I ever did in my life.
I killed him in October 2008.
I don't regret it either.
To this day, I'm still a free man.
Matter of speaking, I got away with murder.
Some day, he...

grocery shopping

2009-01-08T15:16:00.000-08:00

grocery shopping

Family Guy.
I just got back from grocery shopping.
I spent $30.77
I saved $8.23
Oh, man!
Do u know what that mean?
Now, I can go to Disneyland.
Yes!
I buy some french dressing.
My favourite.
Pop Tarts.
Milk.
Bread.
Water.
Three Orange Juice.
Damn, this heavy.
Also, water!
Man!
One of them cost .25 cent.
Man, I'm hardcore white trash!
I am that damn cheap!
Okay!
That's it.

without tv

2009-01-07T22:33:00.000-08:00

without tv

I haven't watch TV over a week.
I don't miss it.
Then again, 24 and American Idol is coming to FOX soon.
I know I can watch 24 online.
American Idol is a different story.
I can watch clips on the web.
These days, I mostly watch my shows online.

Young & Restless
90210
The Simpsons
King Of The Hill
Family Guy
American Dad
Desperate Housewives
Ugly Betty
to name a few.

We don't need to watch TV.
We can watch about anything online.
I watch some shows on DVD too.

Good Times
What's Happening
Sanford & Son
Soap
Saturday Night Live

That does not count watching TV at all.
I'm not watching TV all day long like I use to.
I haven't use a VCR forever either.
There are some shows I can't watch online like Days Of Our Lives.
That's okay too.
I can read about it online.
I can do more without TV.

oj kills & steals

2009-01-06T21:18:00.000-08:00

oj kills & steals

Today, I ran out of OJ.
I need to get some soon.
OJ is great for your health.
Oops, I take it back.
OJ kills and steals!
Bad, OJ, bad.
Stupid me.
We need to slap it around.
Okay!

miguel at lucy's

2009-01-05T20:45:00.000-08:00

Miguel called about 10.
He couldn't come over to my place.
Someone will be with him.
He wants to meet at Lucy's at 1 pm.
Damn.
I didn't want to.
I didn't felt like going out.
I still have the cold.
The time has come.
I left at 1 pm.
I entered Lucy's.
Miguel was standing around.
We both saw each other.
I went to him.
I recognized that guy.
I met him at the library.
Miguel and I sat at the table by the pay phone.
Miguel is looking better now.
He have color in his face.
You can see it in the face.
I'm impressed.
I showed him the receipts.
I told him I sent the $500 money order.
He was pleased.
He don't have to deal with the big bill.
I can pay it for him.
Why not?
He is not working.
I have the money to pay it.
I told him I will get another $500 money order.
The bill went down to $966.
It will be pay in two more months!
He won't have to worry about it any more.
I will take care of it.
I told him that Marcelia say hi.
He wondered if they know.
Nope.
All they know that he is not living with me.
I haven't tell them about the rehab.
I want it to be a suprise for them.
He wants me to tell them.
I may or may not.
I think it is best to tell them in person.
Miguel explained his time is up soon.
He need to leave at the end of the month.
He want to stay with me for a couple of days.
Till he can live with his brother's family.
I think they will let him stay.
Miguel changed for the better.
It's about time too.
I mentioned I have a cold.
Miguel said I need some nyquil.
So true.
Tylenol is not working yet.
I should get some at Rite Aid.
It was time to go.
Miguel's time was up.
He introduced me to Brandon.
I said Hi to him.
We parted ways.
I waited in line.
I got $500 money order.
I went home.

vicious cycle

2009-01-05T09:19:00.000-08:00

vicious cycle

My God!
I want my life back.
I wished the problem will go away.
Yet, it remains in my life.
I can't escape the problem.
It keep on coming back no matter what.
I have too much anger.
I want to bust up some things.
I can't talk right now.
It have control over my life.
It is driving me crazy.
I have enough with it.
I'm very sad.
It's a vicious cycle that I can't seem to break from.
There is no way out of the situation.
I can't take it any more.
I can't go on living like this.
I need to end it some how and some way.
I don't want to live with it any more.
I decided to end it for once and for all.

damn cold

2009-01-04T20:33:00.000-08:00

I have the damn cold.
It's kicking my ass.
I hardly did anything.
I watched Saturday Night Live on DVD.
I fell asleep during the movie.
But the loud music woke me up.
I tried to sleep again.
Nope.
Once I'm awake, I'm awake.
I took some tylenol every few hours.
I had some orange juice too.
I drank lots of water.
I still have the damn cold.

expired medication

2009-01-03T23:37:00.000-08:00

expired medication

Hi, guys.
I'm trying to sneeze.
Ok.
I'm doing somewhat better, not that great.
I told u that I have depression all my life.
The depression is taking over my life again.
It is a constant battle.
The damn cold is kicking my ass.
I was on lexapro medication in 2006.
I'm very angry with myself.
I should have keep on taking it.
But, no.
I'm a damn fool.
I hate taking medication.
I won't go back on them either.
See.
I still have lots of lexapro.
Oh ,yes.
The medication is expired.
Yes, it's not good to take.
Discard march 25, 2006.
See, no good.
I thought I never need it.
I'm so wrong.
I need the medication again.
Nothing else is working.
Man.
For a second, I thought I will sneeze.
I think I take some right now.
10 miligrams right here.
Down the hatch.
All gone.
I don't want to get another attack like the last time.
Man, I really need lexapro again.
Oh, God.
I think I need more water.
Excuse me.
Man, I don't want another episode again.
I don't want to keep on living like this.
I want to defeat this.
Okay.

depression

2009-01-02T23:59:00.001-08:00

My life.
My life is getting worst.
Today was very bad day for me.
I don't think I can go on with my life.
I don't have the strength.
I can't stop fighting it every day.
It is taking a toll on me.
I'm sick and tired of it.
Depression is a losing battle.
I can't seem to get over it.
I had it all my life.
There is no way out.
Man, I was so stupid.
Stupid!
Stupid!
Stupid!
Stupid!
Stupid!
Why, oh, why?
I should have keep on taking lexapro.
I really fuck up this time.
Oh, God.
I was stupid.
I was stupid for stopping in 2006.
All hope is lost forever.
I might as well end my life.
The sooner, the better.
I'm giving up my life now.

please...suicide thoughts

2009-01-01T19:21:00.000-08:00

Please
Pretty please
I'm begging
I'm begging on my knees
I can't take it
I can't take it any more
I suffered
I suffered long enough
Please
Pretty please
I need a break
I need a break right now
I can't go on
I can't go on like this
I can't
I just can't
Please
Pretty please
Life is too hard
Life is too hard for me
I need hope
I need hope for the future
Hope is fading
Hope is fading fast
I can't see a life
I can't see a life any more
Please
Pretty please

new year, first suspension

2009-01-01T18:00:00.000-08:00

new year, first suspension

OMG!
On the first day of 2009, I am in BIG trouble.
The FBI may come to my place.
Why?
Lets find out.

"This account is currently suspended and is being investigated due to strange activity. If we have suspended your account mistakenly, please let us know. See Suspended Accounts for more information."

Oh, no!
Oh, God.
It must got to do with my poems.
Guys, do not take my poems seriously.
Okay?
I improv.
Got that?
I improv my poems.
That do not mean I will go out and kill people.
That do not mean I will kill myself with a gun.
That do not mean I will rob a bank.
That do not mean I will climb to the highest mountain and jump off.
That do not mean I will drive drunk and kill some people.
Man!
Do not take my poems seriously.
Okay?

happy new year 2009

2008-12-31T22:09:00.000-08:00

happy new year 2009

happy new year!

like they said.

out with the old.

my grandma!

in with the new.

my sister!

I hoped you have a great 2009.

leksvik bookcase

2008-12-30T22:09:00.000-08:00

leksvik bookcase

Hi, guys!
How are you?
I was about to get the three more cases at Ikea.
Man, I did not have enough space for the movies and TV shows.
I have more TV shows than the movies.
I am a BIG TV fan.
Pete convinced me to get this lovly bookcase at Ikea.
I can hold more movies and TV shows on this bookcase.
Also, it took me over one hour to build this bookcase.
No one help me either.
I did all by myself.
I did a great job of building this bookcase.

santa monica library

2008-12-29T17:31:00.000-08:00

santa monica library

Hi, guys.
I'm at Santa Monica Public Library.
This place is big.
I'm on the second floor.
Right now, I'm with Pete.
He is doing something on the web.
It's nice outside.
The library is not fun at all.
I'm so bored.
There is nothing to do.
I can't watch videos on youtube.
I have no headphones.
Pete is on the second table on the right.
Okay.
I will talk to u later.
Bye

xmas tree & fireplace

2008-12-27T23:43:00.000-08:00

xmas tree & fireplace

last night, i spent my first time sleeping by a xmas tree and a firepplace.

i stayed at Pete/Brian's apartment.

They made me to sleep on the hard hard hard floor.

Today, I brought a air mattress at walmart.

i will sleep good tonight.